*this was a post from sometime ago, but failed to publish for some reason*
One day, when I kissed and hugged yiling, and told her how much I love her, she replied, "I love mama a little bit only."
My heart broke instantly.
She then proudly proclaimed, "I love papa a lot a lot!"
Ok... She is such a daddy girl now. She will ask for papa more often than requesting for my attention. I am glad too, and proud of xl. (heartbroken still)
I have been quite out of action recently.. Like sleeping in instead of sending them to school and falling asleep at 8pm .. So xl has kindly took over the night duties, to play with the girls, get them ready for bed etc..( Thank you xl!) so, the girls are more attached to him now, and their bond is even stronger! Although subconsciously I am blaming myself for being such a lousy mum... But... Yes, this is a gd thing.. And I really appreciate how xl is helping me out!
Ok.. Maybe I am not making much sense... But as much as I am heartbroken that I lost a little bit of love from yl, I still feel super loved with a caring husband who does things for me quietly.
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