Wanling is a big girl now

Wanling is a big girl now, especially after carrying meimei, the difference in size is obvious. She is growing up fast!

Now she is at the stage that she sings non stop. .. she is noisy all the time!  a while ago, I was hoping she could sing songs. Now, I still think she's so cute when she's singing. Maybe a while later, I'll hope that she will keep quiet for a while. ..

So far, she has been a good sister. She smiles when she's carrying meimei. She runs to meimei whenever she cries. (Though I think she thought its fun to  哄her,  than she's really concerned about her) she will look for meimei the moment she reach home. And of course, there are some dark moments like she will sometimes cry and want me to carry her when I am feeding meimei. She will purposely squeeze or pinch meimei when we tell her not to. I think she loves meimei, just that she can't help feel jealous sometimes. Love her so much! 

做月

不知不觉益铃已经一个多星期大了,我也坐月一星期了。

这里整理一下这星期的感想:

坐月最受不了的事:
1) 总是一个人吃饭。
不管我怎么请,陪月阿姨就是不原意和我一起吃。我们语言上沟通也有障碍,她不太会说中文,我不太会说潮州话,即便一起吃也是尴尬,所以我最后也放弃,就一直孤零零一个人吃饭

2) 琬玲在我喂益铃的时候撒娇
不是要抱抱,就是要我帮他拿东西。平时也还好,琬玲挺疼妹妹 的。只是有时就是要撒娇。看他在我面前哭得可怜兮兮的样子 ,我却无能为力,最讨厌这种时候。

3) 一直流汗
不能随心所欲的冲凉洗头, 又一直流汗。恨

到现在为止最开心的事
1) 妈妈过来陪我。

2) 琬玲听到妹妹哭就飞奔到妹妹身边想安慰她。

3) 益铃睁开眼看着我

Back from hospital

I am officially in confinement!

Delivery was exceptionally smooth,  that I didn't experience any pain! Admitted hospital to induce labour because of reduced fetal movement.  Things happened so fast. Dr Tan broke the water bag almost as soon as I lie down on the bed after checking the cervix dilation. Then contraction starts. Before contractions became painful, epidural was already administered. Just one hr after nurse checked that I am 4-5cm dilated, I am already 10cm dilated ready to push. When Dr Tan arrived, with just 3 push, baby is out! During skin to skin session after delivery, baby already latch on and started feeding!

Small episodes that happened along the way:
I felt itchiness right from the beginning.  Side effect of epidural.
I shivered for one hr or so, side effect of epidural. 
Vomited just before I reach my ward. Side effect of epidural. 
Felt pain and discomforts whole day after delivery.  Dr say is uterus contracting, but .... after birth pain is worse than labor pain is too much to take... okok I know its not a fair comparison, coz I dun feel pain at all durinv labor, but I dun remember I was in such pain after wl delivery.  Luckily, after third dosage of painkillers at midnight starts to work and I finally get to sleep in peace.
Baby vomitted three times with brownish stuff... after testing, it is my blood that she might have swallowed during delivery,  so its not a concern.

Otherwise all is fine, we are all at home,  baby is feeding well, my milk supply is coming... I am worried I'll have blocked ducts... I remember it to be extremely painful... I will massage well before every feeding!